what do you want from me?

" You don't remember what it's like, do you? You don't remember what it's like to love.So what exactly have you done to get here? Does it hurt to ask?You can pretend to be self-sufficient. You can create momentary diversions; distract yourself from your truth. What truth? I speak about the truth you insist on blocking. This very same truth which creeps into your mind for split seconds many times during the day. Does it not? Let me just say that fear means you are secretly in despair. You want to open your eyes but you are so far away from light that you remain in the darkness. And you are content here; sun-deprived, for a short-while.Why do you live a life of blockage and denial? Because living freely hurts you, since you do not understand it.So you surround yourself with ordinaries, and that is what you attract, an ordinary existence.And you are content here; mediocre and empty, for a short-while.

Then you wonder why you feel lost. Well, you have never really been anywhere; you have never dare step outside that small circle. The circle in which you seek immediate satisfaction over the struggle for something truly beautiful and fulfilling. But this is who you are, and this is your way of life, is it not? Is this you? Because I thought I knew you before you suddenly dissapeared. I have been unable to retrieve your pieces since. Still feeling lost? Well, you are not far from where you started, if you can only remember where that was.But you can't. You try to search within but you can't. It is not there. You have died many times during your life. Do you understand? You are living but you have nothing inside. You are numb to experience. You are the living dead. Where are you? Find yourself; though you will fail, time and time again, because you still have your eyes closed, because you have brazenly chosen to live content in darkness; you chose your destiny before you knew you ever had one.It takes courage to be yourself. And you have no idea who that may be.But let's not deviate from the subject now. This is about your truth, the one you fear: It's present now as you read these lines, your truth is omnipresent- no matter how many times you look the other way, it is still there, everywhere. "

- http://mariavsa.blogspot.com/



NOW I GET IT! I HOPE YOU CAN TOO!maybe it just isn't enough, maybe we'll find our end, when we start taking chances! maybe we were the wrong ones all this time! maybe we are just asking for too much. isn't that too much? maybe we need to stop trying to find hapiness in another people and start searching it on ourselves. maybe we need more than just reach for something in 1000 miles, lets try 3000 this time!
what do you say about taking chances?

"Jumping of a cliff only hurts if you forget how to fly"

FOI UM DAQUELES MOMENTOS DE CLAREZA. SABES QUE SOMETIIIMMESSSS DÁ-ME PARA PENSAR NAS COISAS MAIS RIDÍCULAS, E NAQUELAS QUE DAMOS A MAIOR IMPORTÂNCIA, E QUE NO FINAL ACABAMOS SEMPRE POR PERCEBER, THAT THEY WERE THE SAME ALL ALONG... LY Raquel Aquino