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domingo, 31 de março de 2013

We need a resolution



You've made me weak.
It's been a long time since I needed to write the screams I kept inside my head. I had them trapped, for my own good, for my own sake.
But now I'm sure you've made me weak.
Not because you've made me sad (yet), but because I feel that eventually you will. And that certainty is what is taking all my strenght. I wanna cry my heart out, I feel this knot in my chest that don't matter what I do it just don't go away.
Whenever I hear a word coming out of your mouth, whenever I read a sentence written by you, I always feel my heart in my hands. I know that it will come the day that you'll break me apart.
You've made me weak.

I've been in love, one too many times I might add. But isn't it what is supposed to be? This quest for someone good? Even though all the facts point the other direction, I still believe in it. I believe even though I'm weak.

I've been in love. I've been torn apart. I even needed some time off to get myself together. And here I am. writting after over a year. Because I need to let it out!

I feel like I'm drowning and I don't want to. Who's to blame? Me? You? My head? Your mind?
I'm not sure, and yet I have no doubts.

I'm weak. I'm drowning. And I know you won't be there to rescue me.
Who's fault is that?