STOP AND STARE

i understand your care and concern but step back one moment.
take those feet out of your emotional shoes for a little while and listen to yourself.
try for a minute to look at the situation from my tear filled eyes.


i have ethics. i have feelings too. it really hurts okay. it really really does.
the one thing i can't come to terms is your level of superstition in things that i would deem completely ridiculous.


you don't even know me well enough to judge. in fact you don't know me at all. 30 minutes does no one justice. to what extent is instinct a justifable reason to shut someone out completely.

i would love to let you in on what i'm really about and understand where you're coming from but i know for certain you're not ready just yet.
i wouldn't say i am either. my open wound has been torn open too many times over...