Sometimes in a teenager's life...

Sometimes in a teenager's life, it's all about boys and girls.
Sometimes in a teenager's life, it's all about romance.
Sometimes in a teenager's life, it's all about love.
But also, there's another times, these another sometimes...

Sometimes in a teenager's life, it's all about feeling lonelly.
Sometimes in a teenager's life, it's all about wanting to die...
Sometimes in a teenager's life, it's all about wanting to run far away from everyone else.
Sometimes in a teenager's life, it's all about wanting to run far away from themselfs...

Sometimes, it isn't enough.
Sometimes, no one can understand us.
Sometimes, we get tired of the judgements of those who don't even know us.
Sometimes, it's hard...

There's this times, this sometimes, that i want to run, to hide, to be found, to get lost, to be heard, to don't speak, to see what's happening, to close my eyes to it all...
Sometimes, this times, are always... sometimes i wanna scream, sometimes i wanna write all my feeling down to paper so no one could ever read them, sometimes i want to scream out loud all of my inner feelings...

Sometimes, i laugh, i smile, i cry, i run, i smoke, i drink, i go out, i go shopping, i eat fast food, i pretend i'm doing my homework, i make a joke, i sing, i write, i say the truths, i scream, i jump, i paint, i kiss, i dance, and i dance a lot... sometimes, it isn't about what people see.
Sometimes it's about what people don't.
Sometimes, a normal teenager, it's the one who's about to commit suicide.

Sometimes it's not just "some times".
Sometimes it's "often".
Sometimes teenagers keep the truth to themselfs.
Sometimes, we just need to explode!

Sometimes i wanna be another person.
Sometimes i'm so glad about the person i know i am today.
Sometimes, i just wanna get it out of my chest, of my head, of my heart...
Sometimes it's soooo easy. But most of the times it's so damn hard...

Sometimes i wish i could die.
Sometimes i wish i could be saved.
Sometimes it's so much to bear.
Sometimes, it's just so hard to bear...

Sometimes we just don't see an end to it all...
Sometimes, we give the best of us to those who don't even know our names...
Sometimes we lose hope.
Sometimes we're popular. Sometimes we're heroes.
Sometimes we're a joke.

Sometimes, in a teenager's life, we just start to give up...

Acho que até hoje, nunca tinha escrito algo tão sincero, tão transparente. Aliás, isto não foi escrever. Foi dar-me a conhecer... Por vezes os outros escolhem o nosso futuro, as nossas opções, e damos por nós sem opções e com apenas um caminho, caminho esse que não queremos seguir mas vemo-nos obrigados. Por vezes o peso do arrependimento é mais pesado que a nossa consciência. Insónias... diz-se que os adultos sofrem por causa do stress do trabalho, que os adultos têm outras preocupações... então e nós?? Somos uma caixa com todas as emoções no seu extremo! amor. raiva. desprezo. tudo. não me venham com essa do "quem me dera ter a tua idade". Só se fosse para poderem voltar atrás... mudar tudo tudo tudo. Tornarem-se pessoas melhores, mais felizes. Temos pena. O mundo já está demasiado cheio de adolescentes e os seus pesadelos...