Hating it. Can't barely sleep. We're so silly. You're exactly how i wanted, wouldn't change a thing. But that doesn't mean that when we disagree i'm still with a smile on my face. It just wouldn't make sense at all. It was a meaningless thing, i know. But i'm hating it. We had these amazing few days, and after our conversation it seemed that you didn't even care, I know how much you care about me, but in the end, it seemed like you could put this thing on your list for you to solve it whenever you wanted to. Don't know what to say, really don't. This isn't us. What the hell happened? Who are we becoming?

Really do love you.